Incomplete Me

Since you came into my life, nothing has been the same. I’ve experienced love to it’s fullest and I have tasted a beauty that never ends. Because you are where my happiness begins. I’m incomplete without you and I will never stop loving you. Even in the dark of nights, I have only to think about you to feel your loving light.

You are the one I love, the one I want to touch, the one I give my heart to and I need you so much. You are the world to me in all brilliant lights. You are my prayers, my shelter from hopelessness and despair. You are my sunshine, my light, my lazy days and my peaceful nights. And only you can keep the spark in my soul from burning bright. There is no one quite like you and together is where we should be. But this, I can only pray…

I pray someday you will walk through the door and take this heartache away. Offer me your sweet caress and fill me with your wonderful light. Soothe my aching heart and hold me through the night. Everyday I think about you and I imagine how great every hour, every minute and every second would be if you were here with me. Every night when I lie in bed, I dream that you are beside me, holding me close to you.

Now, my red heart is blue because I’m missing you. I can’t live without you. I would breathe the air and my heart would beat but I could not feel the joy of life. My dreams are lost like a leaf carted away by a storm. I glaze at the stars without appreciating the way they light up the sky. I had passed the roses in bloom without noticing their beauty. I no longer look forward to each sunset and each dawn. I am broken and never to be mended again. Winter owns my heart and it’s icy breath stole the warmth in my soul. I do not know laughter or happiness because I could not smile without your love. I had no reason to try and no reason to be.

If only you were here, I would whisper in your ear how much I love you. If only you knew how my heart overflows with love for you, you will know that you are the owner of my heart. If only you could see the way you fill my hopes and dreams, you will know that life is meaningless now. If only you could guess how I hear your voice when others speak, you will know that the mere sound of your voice summons deep emotion within. Like an old familiar song, like the comfort of a friend for you hold the key to my happiness and it’s always you my soul seeks. If only you could feel how your presence has the power to heal all the wounds inside me, I will be able to abandon the pain of yesterday. If only you are near, I would be lost to the thoughts of love as you touch me with a magic that is as grand as the stars above. If only you could realise the way you have shown me that it is better to give than take and whatever I do, I do it for your sake. I am willing to give you my all and expect nothing in return. If only…. If only you know how much I yearn for you.

The Keys To Your Heart (How True Is This?)

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

Our Fear

We feared being alone until we learned to like ourselves.
We feared failure until we realized that we only fail when we don't try.
We feared success until we realized that we had to try in order to be happy with ourselves.
We feared people's opinions until we learned that people would have opinions about us anyway.
We feared rejection until we learned to have faith in ourselves.
We feared pain until we learned that it's necessary for growth.
We feared the truth until we saw the ugliness in lies.
We feared life until we experienced its beauty.
We feared death until we realized that it's not an end, but a beginning.
We feared our destiny, until we realized that we have the power to change our life.
We feared hate until we saw that it was nothing more than ignorance.
We feared love until it touched our heart, making the darkness fade into endless sunny days.
We feared ridicule until we learned how to laugh at ourselves.
We feared growing old until we realized that we gained wisdom every day.
We feared the future until we realized that life just kept getting better.
We feared the past until we realized that it could no longer hurt us.
We feared the dark until we saw the beauty of the starlight.
We feared the light until we learned that the truth would give us strength.
We feared change, until we see that even the most beautiful butterfly had to undergo a metamorphosis before it could fly.

Missing You

Missing you is what I do day and night. Missing you is all I’ve left to do……….

Every time I think of you, I always catch my breath. I am standing here but you are miles and miles away. Each time, there is a storm that is raging through my fozen heart. I spent my time thinking about you and it is almost driving me wild. Things are never the same without you. My world fall apart the day you left me alone standing, facing all the fear and loneliness.

It’s hard for me to tell you I love you as I’m standing over your grave. I know that I’ll never hear your voice again. What did I do to deserve this? I didn’t even get one last look from you. I long for your touch, I need to feel you holding me cause I miss your love so much. I know I can’t keep on living this way but I really need you here with me. I just don’t know what lay ahead of me.

I would give you anything just to make you happy, just to hear you say that you love me one last time. I would go to hell and back over and over again just to prove to you how much I need you here. There is nothing that I wouldn’t do to hear you say you forgive me. I will cry for you, I will lie for you. There is no doubt that if I could take your place in heaven, I would die for you. I rather give up my life than to see you lying there motionless. I’m pretending you are still mine, I’m wishing you will be mine, the moments that we shared never dies and I just wanna tell you that you make a great difference to my life.

God took your love away from me. He needed an angel as much as I do so it seems. But still I question. How could he take you away from me? Why did you leave me? Why couldn’t you stay? Why would God want to hurt me so bad? Does he know how much it hurts to be missing you? I question over and over again as my world is nothing without you. You don’t know how desperate I have become and it looks like I’m losing this fight.

How much longer can I say these words to myself? I ain’t missing you at all since you have been gone away, I ain't missing you no matter what I might say, I ain't missing you no matter what my friend say, I ain't missing you no more! How much longer can I lie to myself? No, I can’t. I have to say, you are my treasured moments and I’m never gonna let you walk away. Doesn’t matter who you are with, doesn’t matter where you are going, doesn’t matter if you are no longer here beside me, don’t you know that I’m waiting for you here and my prayer is always with you.

Just go the way the God has plan for you and leave all the things behind. Spread your wings and fly away. In the sunny days, suns will light my days, in the windy days, wind will lead my way, in the rainy days, rains will share my tears and in the stormy days, storms will steal my pain. May time take away all the heartache you left behind but still I want to say I love you.